-This is Fear; This is Terror-

I do not fear that which seperates the finite from the infinite,
But rather it is the expanses on either side of the divider that are the cause of my anxiety.
In this life I reached a crossroads in which my life turned down a dark and rocky path,
And no matter what light or blessings may occur further down this road it does not change the fact that this path I traverse is not the path I desire.
As such, that which is shall be measured by that which may have been
And shall always be found wanting.

There is a point in there somewhere, however even I cannot make head or tail of it. I'm scared. Without pause or peace I fear that which I cannot see. I know that It's there and I know that It exists. I can feel It all around me yet cannot see It. However, what would that change?

Would it ease this Paranoia? Would it allow for restful sleep?