That about sums EVERYTHING up. It easily covers this friend-demic/best friend issue (as that's all my will can seem to muster is a silent scream of agony), not to mention this whole "spiritual" deal I've been pushing around in my head for... oh, forever. I've been putting round after round of HE-Logic Shot into my head but it just doesn't seem to be killing off these thought processes. Oye-Veh. Bro, I really should have pushed my issues onto you rather than listening to the constant rambles and frustration that comes with you and this girlfriend of yours.
I mean here's hoping for whatever sick twisted ideal relationship or healthy medium you two can find, but until you both get your heads out of your asses... leave me alone. I don't want to hear about you two... you're killing me inside.
Honestly, killing me.
Yes... I believe I have reservations: Pity, party of one.
21 May 2007
06 May 2007
-Bewilderment-
How do you tell someone that they consume your thoughts?
How do you tell them that they light up the dim existance that is your life in ways that are beyond all words and expressions?
How do you explain that dispite all the frustrations they cause in your life, with every passing day and each tale of tribulation your feelings grow deeper?
How do you tell her that she is the first person you think of when you have good news to share and that her voice is the last one you want to hear before falling asleep?
How, without fear of damaging what you already have, do you sing praises of her heart, intentions, mind and beauty?
Most importantly though, how do you do you find the strenght to keep to yourself feelings that are bursting against the walls of your heart and mind knowing that if they do they will change things forever?
How do you tell them that they light up the dim existance that is your life in ways that are beyond all words and expressions?
How do you explain that dispite all the frustrations they cause in your life, with every passing day and each tale of tribulation your feelings grow deeper?
How do you tell her that she is the first person you think of when you have good news to share and that her voice is the last one you want to hear before falling asleep?
How, without fear of damaging what you already have, do you sing praises of her heart, intentions, mind and beauty?
Most importantly though, how do you do you find the strenght to keep to yourself feelings that are bursting against the walls of your heart and mind knowing that if they do they will change things forever?
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